Throwing in the towel.

Well... As you might suspect, things here in Provo have been the worst thing ever that I have done. At first it was all going fairly well but, since being "released/let go" from my job because the store was robbed the final straw has landed and broken the camels back. I have never felt so unwanted as I do in my singles ward as I do here. Not that I have been a total recluse; I invite people over for dinner and to come and hang out, they do, but that's the last that I ever hear from them. I don't know what it is. I try to go out of my way to talk to people and I just get that look like "Who the Hell are you?" The count is up to the 6th consecutive girl that I ask out for just a casual date I have been shut down. I'm not doing anything too weird. I just sincerely say, "Hey, some friends of mine are going on a group date to go do such and such and I was wondering if I would be able to take you on a date?" Or, "What are you doing friday, well what about the two of us going out to eat/something like that." Then after usually long pauses there is some sort of excuse like, "oh I'm going to be doing something with my friends, sorry..." without even anything else like, "Sorry I'm busy that night but what about next Friday." It's just left at "sorry" and then the conversation is dropped. So, when I told people in the ward that I was moving home the first instinct was "Why?!" I honestly told them that most of the people are the biggest bigots, unfriendly, and I just feel so unwanted, there is just a look of shock on their faces and they then try to be my friend. I usually ask them, what are you doing, why are you SUDDENLY talking to me now? Before you knew that I was going to leave you didn't even acknowledge my presence. I sang in church, by myself and no one even said anything to me about it. Repeatedly I stood next to someone that spoke in church and they had no problem complimenting them on their talk but still, my presence was not even acknowledged.
Now you may be thinking that I'm over exaggerating this but I have yet to receive "hello," a "hi," or even anyone just "hey how are you doing?" No one has a problem with coming on by when there is a free ride of dinner or something else that is going to be provided by me, but after the fun and games I'm the only one left to clean up. I have tried to magnify my church calling in by repeatedly just checking in on my district of elders just to see how they are doing with their home-teaching, "Hey how's so and so doing?" The usual response is that they have yet to do it and then if I call there is no answer and never a reply to my message that I leave.
"Oh no, it's Cameron.. The BLACK PLAGUE!" The sad thing is that the only person that does acknowledge me is Katie Brenderburg, who is a teaching assistant for autistic children....